Answer:
Because he can't fit in.
Explanation:
Gavin feels very different from Aurora's family, especially among the men in the family. He is unable to understand the traditions, rites of passage and customs that they have and that is why he feels lonely and isolated and isolated. The more he tries to entertain himself, he does not succeed because of the cultural difference between them. This makes him feel uncomfortable, around Aurora's family, although he doesn't dislike them.
The pattern of end rhymes I presume.
