I know it's not B, because arrogance is basically like pride or self-absorption, so that's false.
Apprehension, or C, is also false. The meaning of apprehension is basically anxiety or tension, so that is also false.
D is also not correct because donor is someone who gives something away to another person. Though donor is usually associated with giving away organs to help other people, it can be other things.
But a recipient is someone who receives something, such as a "Best Student" award!
I think the answer is D, he talks about his soul never being able to get back up again, that sounds hopeless. I thought maybe B, because he talks about his hopes flying based off of someone leaving him before. But, D sounds like it fits better to me.