Hi! i’m not sure what the question is here, if i’m missing something let me know. are you asking whether you stop at the end of the song?
if i were at the end of the song, i would either replay or play a new song.
hope this helped!:)
It seems to me that the two forces struggling when the narrator bites back her tongue are Meimei vs. self. This meaning, the narrator is battling herself, her Meimei self. Her family called her that way because she was the youngest sister. It seems to me that is a battle against her childhood, her attempt to be or, at least, act as a grown up. Her mother is telling she to restrain her childish whim.
Fear and anxiety because it gives an ominous feeling with the whole “ship trap island”
