It's a conflict of interest. Where on one hand she knows what she should do and on the other there's something that she wants. Since there's the option for own personal gains with the two, it's conflict of interest.
According the pictures, some ideas could be inference.
The peer pressure is a situation that we have to deal with wisdom.
Some ideas can be explain.
Normally when you are different to others.
Your ideas are not welcome at the group.
You run at the side opposite of the flow.
In conclusion you are not welcome and it is a special feature that you have.
Be different is not too bad.