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In chapter 7 Ender begins to feel homesick because he is worried about having friends that are girls will ruin his street cred. He also misses his parents and friends.
No no, I'm not joking that is the result I got from googling it and from reading it myself a year back.
I was found in the ground only to be brought up by rain left alone in a, field I bury back in yet I still feel the same
try living in my shoes they won’t fit
because I live in the earth
Answer:
1. forever
2. miles away
3. melted (this one not sure)
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