Johnny Cade is so nervous and scared all the time because he doesn't know when a socs will come up and shank him with a blade because he is at the point of his lis he isn't sure if he should die.if where he doesn't want to die but he wants to kill him self or die
The last one is the answer
I believe the closest antonym would be worsen
hope this helps
Be that as it were, I anticipate<span> seeing you in the morning.</span><span>
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