You might call your continual problems a curse because someone else is continuing to be blessed.
If you cant handle someone when they are at their darkest hardest point, then you don't deserve them at their highest and best point.
I wanted their children to have a better education. Hope this helps! :)
In the poem In Memoriam, A. H. H. by Alfred, Lord Tennyson, the poet expresses a philosophical belief in the eternal life of the spirit.
"In Memoriam A.H.H." or simply "In Memoriam" is a poem by the British poet Alfred, Lord Tennyson, completed in 1849.
Originally the title of the poem was "The Way of the Soul", and this might provide a clue of how the poem is an account of all Tennyson's thoughts and emotions as he grieves over the death of a close friend.