I believe it’s 2) fill dead spots in the action
D) Express him/herself. The best creative minds do not use money or controversy to create great works of art, although that may be part of the end result. The creative mind simply does not work in that manner and great art is based more on emotion and feeling rather than more esoteric concerns such as making money. Witness some of the best, such as Van Gogh or Rubens who did not create wealth but rather struggled and their works were most recognized post mortem.
You are loved i promise. your to good for him queen. if you need to talk to someone ask one of your close friends or family. i hope you feel better and have a great day! <3