Question

Ever- everyone thinks that im the perfect girl, that i dont have anything to face. that ive always been the girl who gives out great advide, but im not perfect. sure what happened to me isnt that serious, but last year i, i wwas thinking about su.icide. and its been so hard for me the past few days because ive been remembering what happened, what she did. sometimes i truly hate myself for what happened. nobody knows it, but my slf esteem is so, so terrible and some days i feel like nothing. so lately ive been listening to these songs to help me cope. i will post the next song son
this is the first one its called: Dynasty(i listen to this song because its the truth)
Some days it's hard to see
If I was a fool, or you, a thief
Made it through the maze to find my one in a million
Now you're just a page torn from the story I'm living
And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone
Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake
Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up
The scar I can't reverse
When the more it heals the worse it hurts
Gave you every piece of me, no wonder it's missing
Don't know how to be so close to someone so distant
And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone
Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake
Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up
It all fell down, it all fell down,
It all fell, it all fell down, it all fell down
It all fell, it all fell down, it all fell down, it
It all fell down, it all fell down, it all fell down
And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone
Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake
Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up
It all fell, it all fell down, it all fell down, it
It all fell down, it all fell down, it all fell down
It all fell, it all fell down, it all fell down (and all I gave you is gone)
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up

Answer 1

Hey, are you okay? If you're actually having those kinds of thoughts, please seek help. Call the hotline number. I may not know your situation but life isn't as bad as ya think. It'll be worth it in the long run, so please don't do anything rash. You being gone would cause more grief and pain to the people who care about you. So please, keep fighting.