i'm can't say i've been very proud of anything i've done till now... :c
Explanation:
it's because i don't really do anything cool. my hobbies are shopping and gaming but i don't think those are something to be proud of. i've always been wanting to get over procrastinating as well, but its gotten worse over the past few months... i feel like i'm losing control of my own time. i did it again today even. i spent my entire day on brainly believe it or not because i was avoiding my work and this website is like the one of the only websites that are unblocked on my school computer. i feel like when i procrastinate anything but homework is fun to me. even answering a bunch of random math questions and history question that i need to do some research on. i don't know why i'm like this and i'm mad at myself for doing this to myself but i keep on doing it so now i lost hope... i don't think this habbit will ever change. yesterday i thought "tomorrow i'm going to be really productive. i can do this!" and look at what happens the next day... it's already 9:29pm and i haven't done ANYTHING since i've woken up. some part of me is really scared because time is running out and a lot of the work is due tomorrow but i still have not started on them. i also have a 'interview presentation' for spanish tomorrow that i needed to practice today but haven't. i'm really scared i'm going to fail on that... ykw this is pointless i'm procrastinating rn actually so this is ironic. i guess i'll just go now to finish some work. thank you for this question, it helped me realize what i need to do now. so sorry for venting i feel like i just needed to get off my chest and after doing so i feel a bit better. i'm really sorry about the whole essay, hope you don't mind too much :') it has helped me a lot more than you might think haha
