We can see the person writing this is trying to get a job. He/she uses inappropriate words and phrases for trying to get a job like "totally" and "hope you hire me"
I'm not sure how else to answer this, if this doesn't answer the question let me know how you'd like me to.
Answer:
Many people with serious chronic illnesses have a fatalistic belief it will become terminal.
Explanation:
The narrator observes that the house seems to have absorbed an evil and diseased atmosphere from the decaying trees and murky ponds around it.
