I can still talk to you guys! My dad went through my computer (thank god!) because my stepmom got an email (she apperiantally gets all the emails I get) and flipped out.
onii-sama ur no waste of time to anyone. < if that didn't make sense i was trying to say if u get gf she won't think u waste of time and she would be lucky to have such a kawaii onii-sama.
Im sorry guys, but I need to tell you that I have tried to kill myself (failing thankfully) abt 3 times and I have been to 4 or 5 different mental hospitals in the psat 2 years
yeah its not like i can just go outside rn and say "hey my friend needs bf." people will think i'm crazy, and if someone did want to be u bf, they probably won't be nice or caring.
You probably already know this but, a relationship isn't always the answer, sure it's possible you can find someone who genuinely loves and cares about you but when you just rush into especially after a bad breakup it just gets worst
I want you to know, that no matter what, we are here, you can tell us ANYTHING! I promise we will not dislike you for anything and we will be here with you through tough times. I promise!
She abandoned me for drugs and other men, and she new I was a worthless mistake, so she left. I knew I had no meaning in life. Then my siblings left and I was put in DHS, and went from home to home. I have gone through so much pain and greif, I didnt even think I was alive, I would never laugh or even smile, I felt dead, but then I met everyone here, they helped me so much! All I needed was a little love, and that's all you need. We will give it to you! I promise!
My whole life my dad has been to jail and I was mistreated by so many people, everyone has said I am worthless (my stepmom the most) and I wanted to die. Dying sounded so peaceful, and beautiful, I was obsessed, I have been raped by my own uncle and abused by so many. I felt so alone. (Idk what else to say)
Also, I wanted to say... Having happy and beautiful memories wont always bring you salvation, the more beautiful the memory, the more painful it can become, but even still, you have us by your side! (And I know this for a fact!)
i stayed in her stomach for too long that my skin was peeling from the water inside the bag and was bout to die then my dad threatened her but even after i was born she used to hit me everyday.
okay, so u all know that i was adopted and this was when i was a little kid, so one day my bio-mom had this boyfriend and they both liked to do drugs and one day my mom tried to trade me to her boyfriend for drugs and so she did i had no idea what was going on so i went with it, and he was taking me to school one day and he was on drugs at the moment and we pulled into this old house, and he tried to rape me and i said that i needed to go to school so he took me and i had to go back home and tell my bio-mom everything and of course she did not care so i had to call the police myself and that is all, just some little things about me
Omg, I am so sorry elissa, you dont deserve that kind of treatment! You are a beautiful person (very beautiful hehe)and you deserve way better! We are here for you so you can tell us anything! Plz dont be shy! Thank you for sharing that!
Well it could be a good thing because you can get insight on things you don't know about and can research things way easier but it could be a bad thing because you could be exposed to something unhealthy or get false information
