Before juice died he was the person I listened to 98 percent of the time I was listening to music. Ever since he's passed though its really hard for me to listen to his music because I get too sad. I'm not an emotional person at all and rarely cry but when I listen to any of his songs I can't stop thinking about how he's gone and I feel sad and like i'm going to cry. This year I've probably listened to him for less than an hour combined compared to my 300 hours last year :(. I feel bad and want to listen to him but I feel like I can't
