You just don't know....You hide in this little fortress, behind wire and sandbags, and you don't...Sometimes I want to eat this
place...I just want to swallow it and have it there inside me. That's how I feel...I feel close to myself. When I'm out there at night...I'm on fire almost --- I'm burning away into nothing -- but it doesn't matter because I know exactly who I am. You can't feel like that anywhere else."
