This is called speculation.
Right after you check on the ones that seem the most hurt
I will just check my garden
It’s to intense and makes the person who took the drug feel uncomfortable, anxious, or delusional, the comedown can feel relatively pleasant, while for others, the comedown can be a disappointing sensation, signaling a return to reality and perhaps triggering further drug use.
Progressing through these stages will help to deal with loss in a healthy manner