Answer:
it should go with the sentence pronunciation
Her thoughts became abstract, of floating stars in the sky. At first she was apathetic about the sight, ambivalently, it was quite, something she normally hated, but the sky's beautiful aesthetic took over her body, she wanted to see this sight for the rest of her life, the sight was alleviate for her, allowing her daily struggles to become abstract.
The meaning of the phrase "thou art wedded to calamity" is that you often have disaster around you.
Calamity means disaster.
