Explanation:
Myself is an Intensive Pronoun, In grammar, an antecedent is an expression that gives its meaning to a proform. A proform takes its meaning from its antecedent; e.g., "John arrived late because traffic held him up." The pronoun him refers to and takes its meaning from John, so John is the antecedent of him.
Gender since it’s the only one with two options (unless you go into non-binary and stuff) <3
The definition of time as something that passes and is centred in the now is contained implicitly in the use of the tenses ... Clocks do not measure the passage of time but translate temporal intervals into spatial structures.
I’m not understanding the question but if your asking what that quote means there here ya go: she is saying is that her death will ultimately cause grief and chaos after she is gone. She feels guilty that her parents life and those that love her, are almost making a sacrifice because they love her. Her parents and Gus loving her will in the end be the death of her and them. Ironic, huh?