I like the poem. it's very honest and personal. if you actually feel that way I'm sorry. no one should ever have to feel like that. don't let the bad outweigh all the good. and I think you should title it "dark rain cloud" or "I'm fine" cause alot of people say I'm fine when they aren't. idk hope this helped
This type of weaving is called "Fancy", but also "Classic Tartan" or "Veronica".