I didn’t know anything different than me being wrapped up in my silk bed quilts crying myself to sleep , wondering when this trauma would come to an end. I believed my life was now over. I believed there was no way out.
But one morning , I woke up. I felt like a new me , I felt like I could conquer the world. Nothing they would say or do to me even hurt me anymore. I laughed every insult off and got on with my day.
Then out of nowhere , I was getting invites to parties , invites to the cinemas and invites even for trips away.
I never imagined myself being cared about , being invited to things all my so called “friends” were doing. But now, all of a sudden , everything was how I had always wished for it to be. I always wanted to have friends , I didn’t care how many I just wanted a close few friends.I wanted to be able to go out , have fun and enjoy my teenage life.
Thanks to this one interesting day. My life has ever since been fulfilled with happiness , love and care.
Days are meant to be enjoyed not to be lived. I praise my self to be a lucky but little unfortunate one . One shouldn't be weakened by a bad moment or time who knows what to come next. prodominently once on new year's eve I was invited to my friends home. I became really exited Only saw the time and venue but not the date. after slugging whole day for a bus I got one at 5:30 pm,still unfortunate whileI caught train from Kanpur, his home was at Lucknow .With my wrecked but cute face I went there it was night 8:00. I was having a lousy feeling ,while I reached on the address for my self approval I rechecked the address 5^10times .As I entered his home I was terrified to see all in white.,also a dead body with white cloth lying.was I on the correct address?Then everyone there gave me a glancing look ,yes because of my party clothes. I silently went to friend and was just going to ask for party, he started his talk with a loud cry said" my 99 years, 11 months30 dates old grandpa left us today. I was totally shocked. I out of everyone view went out of their house and saw the card and was devastated to find the date to be31/12/2018. while today's date is31/12/2019.
