I believe that the answer that makes the most sense is " She feels quilty for her sins and yet she cannot face the reality of what she has done." this to me makes sense because she talks about him turning her eyes into her very sould which sounds a lot like self reflection, then the next part where she describes "such black and grained spots" can be describing her own sins and how she feels about them.
To look at someone with pleasure
Yes because it is describing looked
