He meant that this is what he did, run, win or lose. He said lonely because he was not accustomed to losing and was alone in this new experience. Running was everything to him. That was day in and day out. This was not a healthy attitude
B. Damien Hirst He's known for creating "For the Love of God", produced in 2007. This piece was a platinum cast of an 18th century human skull made out of 8,601 diamonds. (And it did include real human teeth).