I don't believe you meant homonym because it is when two words sound the same but have different meanings and are spelled the same, but I think you meant Homophones
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Mode and Lode don't sound the same
and neither do fervor and fever
Way and Weigh on the other hand do sound the same
Way and weigh are your answers
I think what it means that the character does not want to kill her yet he has to. Because he/she has no choice but to do so.
He is death the person who takes a soul for the ones who have had there time named The reaper