i lost my bestfriend once. they were the light of my life. even though we fought sometimes we always knew we loved each other. though, i will always be mad at myself for the pain i caused them before they passed. you see, we got into an argument and i said i would never like to see them again. but i was mad and i didn't mean it. a couple weeks later they found them in the mall bathroom, dead. the last thing they heard from me was how i didn't want to see them again. i miss them everyday.