Answer: Here is some evidence I have gathered while doing a brief scroll through the story.
Explanation: In the short story, “First Day of School” by R.V. Cassill, it is about a boy named John who is going to start a school year at an all-white high school for the first time and for the end of segregation of schools.
He chose to die because his creater did not have any sympathy for him and he feels worthless. The moster's creater does not at all want any relationship with his creature.