^ and to add one what they said it’s always best to keep a written script and even notes so it’s easier for you to talk about it especially if you’re new at it so you don’t choke up on your words
Writing a podcast script is a key way to ensure your audio is clear, tight, and valuable for your listeners. You don't have to write out every word you intend to say, but it's important to have notes for each episode to keep you on track, especially if you're new to podcasting.
He just wanted a quick way to get out of a situation so he blinds him because he feared for his life and didn't really want to kill he would rather escape.