She didn't want to be the receiver of memories because they made her very depressed and she felt empty so she asked to be released so she doesn't have to deal with more horrible memories, they made her feel alone and that there was so much sad times. She had to face things she has never felt before and it was too much so death was the answer.
<span>She's the only one left in their family</span>
<span>This is false. As a matter of fact, complex vocabulary might bore and dissuade even the most knowledgable of people, let alone those casual readers who just want to enjoy their free time. It's not the writer's job to brag about his vocabulary but rather to convey messages and provide some meaning behind what he or she may be saying.</span>
Because so it helps us understand things more than having words all squished together