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<em>I am an animal, and I know it. I have killed 4 innocent people. People with families, wives, children. I have sinned more times than the hand can count. I am writing this entry in order to capture the last glimmer of my sanity, which now lingers so deep in my mind that no hand nor eye could find it.</em>
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<em>The souls of those who I have slaughtered haunt me every night. They murder my sleep the way i murdered them. My insanity suffocates me. Sleepless nights fuelled with vaulting ambition and suspicion to be the successor of all has killed the innocent flower inside of me. Now all I am is a serpent. A bloodthirsty snake. Good </em>
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<em>As each day flew by after killing Duncan, my mind and thoughts became so evil and vile not even Satan himself would dare look upon me. I realised for the first time after the banquet how far from saving my sanity was. I was so deep in the blood of my friends, successors and comrades that it this blood lust and thirst for power had become so entrenched in had gotten into my my brain there was no room for rational thought, blurring every good moral I thought I prided myself on. It was a frightening sight for all. My insanity had finally revealed itself as my borrowed robes slipped from my shoulders to show the true beast underneath. Even my beloved wife was shocked. It was a frightening time in mine and her life. </em>
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<em>In this fleeting moment of clarity I see how I was hurting those around me who I, at one point in my life, had honestly loved and respected. Clearly, I am not well. A well man doesn’t kill his best friend. I am sick at heart and I know it, yet I still manage to justify my unspeakable actions to gain a fruitless crown, whose fruits are poisoned.</em>
<em>Who was I to think I could live up to king duncan, a man who’s morals and decisions were always in the best interest of Scotland, not in the interest of materialistic rewards. I am a selfish, selfish man. Not only did I endanger myself and my wife, but I endangered the whole of Scotland. I did all of this for a title that means nothing, for a title that could be stripped away as briefly as a candle is blown out. </em>
Explanation:
this is my essay from the perception of macbeth, he blames himself
