Huh I don’t understand ur question
First, love the story! What's its name?
Second, if I was Jason I would still pray to god and never lose faith because God might send another "angel". Also, because life is short, you should move on with your normal life.
Hope this helps :)
Have a great day!
<span>The farm buildings huddled like the clinging aphids on the mountain skirts, crouched low to the ground as though the wind might blow them into the sea. . .
</span>A scar of green grass cut across the flat. And behind the flat another mountain rose, desolate with dead rocks and starving little black bushes