I know how anxiety-inducing things can get. Especially with trying new things. I've heard about how stressed you've been about the bands performance, but I don't think you should be as worried as you are. Once, when I was thirteen I grabbed my guitar and played in-front of a crowd of 20 to 30 people at the local coffee shop. They were hosting an open-mic, and I saw my chance. I didn't know how I got the courage, but I just went up there and played two songs. People clapped, even though I was shaking like a leaf. I finished my short performance, and left. Looking back, that was a great experience! I was able to get my name out there, and there was another notch in my belt. I'd do it again in a heartbeat, just because of the feeling afterwards. About the band, you shouldn't have to feel nervous. I know you'll do great, because you've been practicing all day and all night. It's going to be okay, and even if it's not, it's not the end of the world. The other members and I are all supporting you, and we'll always help you through anything. Just remember that.
For example, your friend smoke with another peopel that you don't know and he want you to smoke, too. So would you smoke or not. Most of the time, people smoke because of peer pressure and then it became an addiction
