I completely understand how you feel. It gets difficult, and most of the time you can't do anything about it, which makes it even worse. Living is a terrifying thing, but it is also a beautiful thing. Sometimes you just want to take off and fly away from this life. You need to hang out with people who are excited to see you every now and then. Life is difficult, but you never see us give up; instead, you see us pushing through until we are genuinely broken, and when we are broken, it's acceptable to cry, it's good to shout, because this world places far too much pressure on us, and it's okay to break free. Life never actually becomes simple; you simply become accustomed to live in agony and terror.