Answer: he owned a blue vehicle like his neighbors.
Explanation:
I am pretty sure this is what he is wishing for but with the horrid grammar it is hard to tell I also do not have any of the backstory so it could be meaning a different thing he might want to be back at his cottage or he might be complaining about how america was while the Whitman was alive it really depends on what was happening in the story
Something about being prepared and aware of what the race will be like
