A memoir is a biography which is a historical written account based on personal knowledge or special sources. Since it is considered a biography, the point of view that is used in a memoir is first-person point of view. In the first person point of view, the pronouns that can be used are I, me, my, mine, we, us, ours, and our.
You can see in the first and second paragraphs how she feels at peace (or rested).
Then take a look at the third paragraph and notice how this feeling is starting to inspire her.
I believe the answer you are looking for here is 'inspired'.
Bad things like homelessness and crowds
The causal relationships among plot events in ancient Greek tragedy stem from the belief that nothing happens by chance.
Everything that happens is already predetermined, and there is nothing you can do to change it - they didn't believe in chance, but in destiny.
