Question

So a little back story. I'm pretty young won't say my age because I'll be judged. But I drink deer, vodlka, tequila, etc. I sometimes come to school drunk basically falling. I have depression and anxiety and I drink to escape. (But rw is me, and t is my ex)
Ok on to the story
So I while ago I got together with my now ex t he broke up with his ex for me. We had a pretty good relationship. But after a while I kinda lost feelings for him and I realized I didn't like being in relationships, to much going on. I asked one of t's friends him he still had feelings for me t said "yes". So I was very confused what to do. I broke up with him it was probably for the better. When people would ask him about it he would say "I got other girls" Then 2 days after I came to school VERY drunk probably as much as haven't ever been. I have P.E with t we have the same group of friends but we haven't talk. Let me note whenever he's around me he keeps looking at me. So we pretty much see each other a lot. We were playing a game inside the gym I thought it was a normal day but drunk. Later that day ( my friend let's call her k) k had a class with him. And sat pretty close to t. Apparently he told k " when rw is drunk again he's gonna ask me why I broke up with him, if I still like him, and if he wants to get back together". I was in awe. That was Friday 10th, May. Now almost a week later I kinda started to regret me breaking with him I still kinda have feelings for him but I don't wanna be in a relationship, I don't wanna be with one person. But I also do want it. What should I do?
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Answer 1

Look i understand that your confused but your young. Yeah people under age are going to drink but don't go to school like that since you dumbed him and he said that he has other girls make sure that he sees that you moved on. He can see that your drunk and that you have a hard time moving on but he's using those emotions to make you feel bad. Don't think about all the bad things you did in the relationship think about all the bad things that your ex did. And if you really want to stop drinking try to tell someone you can trust like maybe a teacher that wont send you to rehab or tell your parents. Get your mind of this dude go on bumble meet new people. If your in high school i know that there are parties if your in middle school and your drinking just know that its just a relationship all high school relationships end, all middle school relationships end even college. Find something that can get your mind off him. I hope i helped.

Answer 2

Maybe were think you should do that if you really really want to date someone and then yeah go for it but if it’s gonna make you drink then I decide Maybe were think you should do that if you really really want to date someone then yeah go for it but if it’s gonna make you drink then I prefer you not date someone if it’s gonna make you drink because is not very good for someone young because I feel like you’re young girls or boy so that’s what my answer is and I hope it helped.