Answer:
Explanation:
I think the afterlife is something peaceful. if it were bad, then she wouldn't say so. I imagine she's somewhere warm. Not weather wise, but warm colors and soft lights. Something pure, a place where she can think, relaxing. which makes it easier to speak so <em>fondly</em> of her death.
(its probably weird my bad lol)
Because they wanted to return to there home land
Answer:
I would say internal roadblocks because self doubt is in the mind, and not practicing regularly seems to be channeling from the self doubt.
Forgetting training uniform could be caused by this person having things on their mind (self doubt).
I hope this helps