the song is about a relationship. one person is trying to make the relationship work and fight, but they never end up together because of timing and it ends up being awkward
I think i might be about someone ‘loving her to death’ in the sense that whoever loves the girl, loves her so much that they are hurting her, particularly in the line ‘ you would take all the blur out of her eyes to fill up the empt space’, they are hurting her, but thinking they are helping
Nonfiction journal because the thing is literally called a diary, which is a type of journal, and it is nonfiction because she was writing about what was happening in her life.