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If feel that it were to be other youtube's and like his mom because he mostly talks about his mom in his videos, and i also think he just wanted to follow his dreams and listen to his heart, which later became a great influence because he just came out with a book, and has a tour, and is very popular on youtube now.
I think she wants to be independent i never read about this before so im not sure.