You might call your continual problems a curse because someone else is continuing to be blessed.
If you cant handle someone when they are at their darkest hardest point, then you don't deserve them at their highest and best point.
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In "Neither Principles nor Ideas Are Innate", Locke refutes:
(B) Descartes' claim that certain understandings are present in the mind at birth (starting in paragraph 10)
and
(D) Augustine's claim that understanding is possible because God's omniscience lights the lamp of the mind (starting in paragraph 2)
Answer : Distraught
Distraught has a more negative connotation because it implies more feelings of agitation.
