Thank you, I hope you have a good morning as well!
Answer:that he has to deal with all of the emotions and painful memories
Explanation:
Unclear question. I infered you are referring to the grammatical structure/usage of some expressions in the sentence.
Answer:
It is an Idiomatic expression.
Explanation:
The expression "following the crowds" is idiomatic, meaning It should be understood figuratively.
In a sense, as used in this context it implies there's a price for doing whatever others do pertaining to how long they cook. So one must maintain his own cooking time schedule not following the crowd.
Answer:
The answer would be that the narrator suffers from most likely neurasthenia,
Explanation:
To break it down it is a disease due to "nervous exhaustion" and extreme excitement. Hope this helps!