Answer:
Depends on who you idle and fit the best for how you behave. Don't choose like steve jobs or someone super rich, make it whom you look up to or who you listen to or anyone who is known on the platform that they're on
Explanation:
She asked what I was doing when I knocked at the door.
As with any author's decision to use 1st person, her intention most likely -- in this story -- was to get her readers to go along for the ride into madness and cultivate a certain amount of sympathy for the narrator and her plight. The constant use of "I" puts readers in the narrator’s head and allows them to empathize with her.