He isnt a girl hopefully you learned alot :)
Loathe or Loathing
It means the intense feeling of hate
Most authors connect their books to actual people, the way people read books sometimes they really connect to the characters so it can effect them. Also let's say a book is about bad decisions that can also change a person's decision in something in life, also effects then. Hope that helped a bit
In this passage, Paul is characterized as upset. He is talking back to his father and being disrespectful because he is angry about how he is being treated. He is upset that his father called him his boy instead of his son. He is also upset that his father will not let him make his own decisions about riding other people's horses. Paul is starting to feel more apart from his own family than he ever has before. In the story, Paul is realizing the differences between him and his white family.