i know i already posted thi in the comments but what eves
theres been so many times were i felt like i was defeated like i could fall and the whole world woulndnt bat an eye my family is a military family and we moved alot so i never stayed around somewhere for long i would try to
make friends but i felt like everyone was judging me. like everyone hated me and there beady lil eyes would watch my every move. i started getting stressed out so when i got new friends i thought every thing would be ok but it turns out some of them were just doing it out of pity i have a lot of trust issues now and i get really paniky in public so basically all together i feel nothing but defeated\