Answer:
im in between, if im being completely honest.
Explanation:
ive always wanted to have a career in medicine. the thought of helping people as a career sounded awesome. but the reason i want to have a job in medicine is because of grays anatomy. weird right? i know.
it just looks awesome and exciting, but i know that its a tv show and it's supposed to look cool. all the gore and drama. my uncle's a doctor and he works with bones. not sure what it is that he does. i just know he works with bones. he always tells me that i need to be realistic. being a doctor isnt always exciting and crazy is what he always tells me, but i still wanna work i medicine.
but... part of me just wants to join the military and just choose that as a career. forever. most of my family served in the military. now, most of them have a whole lot of issues. it kinda scares, like if i joined what if something happened to me? and then theres a whole other part of me that'd be willing to risk getting all those issues etc.
serving my country sounds amazing, and so does helping people. its kinda weird. sorry the essay lol.
