Answer:
"go to judgment, and from thence to execution; and the thoughts of these things make me cry"
"very carefully, said, Whither must I fly?"
Explanation:
I don't think there is really a good answer for this but here you go, in my opinion.
He's afraid that when he arrives at judgment day before God, that God will not let him into heaven and he'll be cast down to hell.
And he's willing to go wherever the Evangelist tells him to, even if its past that long hilly feild and hes not sure if he can even see the light,
bonus in case I'm getting this all wrong:
"Because I fear that this burden is
upon my back will sink me lower than the grave"
He fears that he'll go to hell whenever it is he dies with the burden that is on him at the moment (which I'm guessing is a metaphoraical thing)
