It was back then, I’d say when I was around 8 years old. I would always watch horror movies and horror documentaries, which was a terrible idea at the time. Whenever I tend to finish them, I’d close the lights in living room and run as fast as I could upstairs into my room. My door would then be shut closed, my windows would be locked as I hide under my blankets frightened that monsters would get to me and eat me alive.
Another scenario, When I was maybe around 10 years old, I would use to go out the woods around my house at night with a flashlight. It was that one day, I can remember as clear as sky I saw glowing red eyes deep inside the forest. It was cold then, back in New York I used to live. I was frightened to death and ran back inside the house scared
Funny perhaps, I was a weird kid back then
Green tea is the best answer
You are surrounded by people but still feel alone
