You should let your emotions out. Don't hold them in that only makes it worse... Losing someone you love is very hard and i'm glad you're still here... You should try to vent to someone you trust so you can let everything out. I hope you're okay and i hope you know you're loved.
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Well water got in my eyes when I was baptised and by baptised i mean almost drowned in a pool..
Good morning! Have A nice day too!