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its so..blurry
vision too cloudy
too still to feel pain
the un-registration of mothers death in my brain
it hurts
deep in your chest
while you watch the rest
horrifying screams
"please Kai, help me!"
the tears pour out
spilling over
they hit the ground
so small..so silent
, too quiet
yet each one contains a noisy river inside
gone are the illusions of peace
fading just like reality
its all gray
no matter what you do
paralyzed you cant move..
the purest white snow
stained red like the mid evening sunset
still unsure of recent events
he clawed his way in...reaching the very depths of their skin
you saw...you watched
tearing apart the strings that held their very soul together
he pulled their life right out from under them
its all your fault
you never called for help
just listen to sound of their begging pleas
darkness instilled in me
i can feel it, smell it..blood all over my hands
it wont wash away
the memories haunting me
worse than an intellectual ghost
still i scrub my hands, my body, my soul
it stings, just leave me be
im sorry
im drowning
im sorry mom
im lost
im gone...
...sry its..long hehe
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