I would want to rest and do things I want to do. If you take and arrange everything in advance then you will worry if you have everything or not. I would want to watch Tv and hang out with friends. There is a lot more to life than organizing stuff and waiting for that something to happen. Relax and enjoy yourself.
remote means having very little connection with or relationship to. so the thing is remote meaning its never had any actual connection to anything making it fearful.
