Here are some.
Dysthymia
True Despair
Dissonance
The Question
I hope this helps, and please, if this poem happens to be any sort of reflection upon how you currently feel about yourself and your situation, please seek love and support. Depression never has to be a losing battle. You can do this.
Explanation:
threshold of new life im pretty sure
The answer to your question is reserved words. your welcome.
Answer:
wala Naman akong nakikita