There are no choices but one is lactose free cheese
No, you’re not a bad person. Many of the symptoms you listed are symptoms of BPD(Borderline Personality Disorder)
It can only be diagnosed by a psychiatrist and you would possibly benefit from medication and therapy…if it is BPD, there are definitely ways to treat it and the best part is that after just a little treatment, most people will see an improvement in their symptoms and their self image overall. The sooner you get to a psychiatrist and get tested, the sooner you will know what you’re facing and develop a treatment plan with your doctor….and give yourself a little kindness and love. Don’t automatically believe what you’re experiencing are character flaws as opposed to reasons to seek medical attention.
Some people take up negative coping methods such as consuming too much caffeine. People with high stress often use it to jump start there energy, and make them more productive, which can lead to a caffeine addiction. Others smoke, or drink in excess which again turns into a drug habit into addiction. Some people compulsively spend money thinking material things will relieve their stress. Finally, one of the most common negative responses to stress would be emotional eating, which can lead to obesity and other health problems.
Hope that helped.
The nurse would smile in improvement but would still be a bit annoyed because smoking at all will affect her
