Chicken is the correct answer I believe, Im wishing you luck!!
Cardiac arrest cardiac flow or one of thos
it's def hard, it will a very long time to heal. But once you get over this learning phase it’s easier to analyze why you were wrong. It’ll be easier if you blame yourself instead of the other person because thinking about the past will only hurt you more.
take time to grieve & cry
It honestly depends. If this is you, or a friend, I would suggest to see a doctor to be sure because they are the only ones that can make a professional diagnosis and provide the best advice.
My input would be: either a coping mechanism or hallucinations.
Either way, it's nothing to be ashamed of and the sooner you seek medical advice, the sooner you can get a legitimate answer.